My next series focuses on the emotions and challenges parents experience while dividing their capacities between career and family. So far, I have 5 paintings in queue and am interested in adding to it! I always prefer to use real people and real experiences for my subject matter. Follow this series on my Instagram!
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This self portrait represents all of the things I am balancing with my art, my marriage (now ex-marriage), my parenting, my womanhood, and my career. The expression on my face should evoke a sense of desperation, pleading and exhaustion as after all of my work I'm often left feeling like...is that enough? Is it good? Did it work?
I feel like I really leveled up with this one. Which, unfortunately, makes me think that now all the other ones look bad! This is part of the nest series and loosely based on a dream that my ex-mother-in-law had. It's about "getting caught with your pants down" or as I like to think if it, getting caught being unprepared, making a mistake, or just being awkwardly human, but choosing to gather up your responsibilities and move on with them!